| It has been exactly 450 days that I've had a xanga. I planned on closing it with the previous entry but then it started to bother me going out on such a sour note so hear it goes.
Today I realized that I have the best group of frenz in the entire world (as small of a group as they may be). I live in America and am not a slave except to a minimum wage job. I have parents that take care of me and there is a God in Heaven that is for some reason convinced that I am worth something.
Well it's been interesting. I got my livejournal setup so IM me or email me if you want it and if you ask nicely enuff I'll give you the link.
-Day Dreamer |
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| I can guarantee this is gonna b short ugh. I don't even know how to feel rite now. I worked this morning and then my plans for the day got cancelled which was really sad. Well my mom and dad got in a huge fite because of me again and well there thinking of getting a divorce ugh. That hasn't come up for a good couple years and once again it was my fault. I just left my house and walked for miles i walked farther than i ever thot i would i don't even know what county i was in. I came back like 5 hours later and neither of my parents were talking. This is one of those times where i could kill for a frend that could actually hang out with me or lived in my area i havent felt this lonely in months. Well that's all the wining i could muster. O btw I'm gonna be closing down my xanga soon I just can't wear my heart on my sleeve any more. Sorry.
-Out of Key
my comment/guest book isn't working so email me at acousticlover12@gmail.com |
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| Well it's wednesday. I actually have a little time for myself so i gess i can write. Well lets see we could start off with monday if i could remember what was going on other than my dad's not home for while which is nice. OOO yea i finished writing a song woot i just need to work on the bass line a little well ok maybe a lot but yea. I was skating my rail a little and actually didn't die on monday. I worked of course and that was ble beyond words but it happens. I spent the rest of the nite like every other nite, alone. Then on tuesday Sunshine came over and we hung out which was a real nice little treat. We watched Be Cool which is the most pointless hilarious movie ever and my new skateboard actually came woot it's a media with tensors. Today was ble to the 10th power. I watched Almost Round Three and FKD which are skateboarding dvds that are pretty awesome cause there all about Rodney Mullen and my boy Daewon Song. Then I talked to Sir Lance on the fone and we're gonna hang out tomorrow before i work which equals sexy good fun well i've spent all my time.
-One small Instrument |
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| Hmm. it's sunday. It has sucked so bad ble. Well I worked alot of hours today and am starting to hate it cause i am workin six days a week and it's gettin harder for me to make time for anything that's really important to me . And i was gonna b able to go to Warped tour in ohio on saturday but i can't cause this girl i work with needed off for something really important so i sed i'd work for her ugh.stupid conscience. well i gess there's worse things in life. well i'm really confused and i can't think straight so i'm just gonna shuttup.
-Worthless Prescription |
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| Hmm. It's thursday nite aka my least favorite nite of the skool year but thank Jesus i'm not in skool anymore and it isn't so friggin bad! Well yesterday me and the amazing Abbey hung out. she like totally got her hand all sliced up in class and we had to take her to the emergency room i felt really really bad for her cause she had to get nasty stitches . Pray for her cause she's like the only frend i have that i can actually hang out with. I'm actually suprised i have time for this entry. Well my parents finally decided that i can play football but i have to lift 6 days a week which is gonna be killin me timewise and i gotta work that many days and try to keep up with everyone and keep up with the Lord and keep up with guitar it's crazyness! Well i've spent all the time i can give my frenz and i have to go have my soap and water orgi.
-Squeeky Clean |
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